Before I start this blog and also you blame me cause I didn't write any blog for a long time, I apologize to you.
I'm sorry.
However, today I will take about something dark inside me. It seems to be emptiness more than darkness.
This horrible feeling about nothing in my life it's actually something ugly.
Imagine that the meaning of life's circling turns out to be nothing in your eyes.
When you just wake up in the morning and look at yourself in the mirror and see yourself just grow up another day but with a useless point.
How can you accept this point to happen in your life easily without angry feelings just burning inside you?
As I said it's an ugly feeling and it's not so easy to accept and pass without doing something even just feel guilt inside you.
I'm saying all of these feelings because this is me nowadays.
Yeah, a huge gap inside my heart because of this emptiness and I'm fighting this feeling every day.
Fighting so strongly to survive and to do my daily job as I'm still alive.
I can tell you all how it so hurt me but people who have a strong love for me have another story.
This love is the only reason why I didn't surround myself until now and explain why I still tolerate all of these pains.
People's love is like the light in face of darkness. Like a sharp sword to fight this emptiness.
No matter how we lose from our health, but we need to win at the end of this war.
You can be strong if you have this sword or love even from one person
In the end, this is something few of what I have inside me.
